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MCS - Nomic

www.myspace.com/lemiacis

http://www.mediafire.com/?nmzw4mubyiu

41minutes and 1 second
46MB

Galaxy route
Lavasaur
Beware of slippery engine
My fist Your face
Why we'll never date (doomnoisecomp track)

doom/noise compilation

this is the compilation by serfx up for downloads on mediafire if anyone dropping by is interested i'm just posting the link.

www.mediafire.com/download.php?ld1tytyg1dz

tracklist is:

1. Ultratwin - Behind The Music - Boris & the Nightcreepers
2. Stewart - Untitled?
3. Aen - Welcome To The Machine
4. Reece/Endsjustifymeans - Baby Slitter - Four Walls Zero Doors Me and Me
5. DEZB1 - Don't Dance For The Man
6. Kim - Why We'll Never Date
7. LightRailCoyote - Stream Of Conciousness
8. Mage - Mythics
9. serfx - sequence 05:depth perception
10. Mezzio - Over
11. BacchusPaul - Edible Cannibals
12. Ultratwin - Death: Embracing The Beauty
13. LightRailCoyote/Kim - International Relationship - A Subject of Doom
14. BlackCatBone - Micro Penis

october

october, i found a job at a store, love the job itself it's what i want to do. but not so much the shit that's been happening...it's making me paranoid. supposedly i've had a cash register money shortage and totally did not expect this to happen so i've no idea and no proof wtf happened, feeling really down/worried/paranoid. most of my colleagues i think are nice people, if i made a mistake then that's my responsibility but i don't know when or where i went wrong so i keep pondering about it. i didn't eat all day today and barely slept, trying to figure it out.
i feel stupid but also the more i keep thinking the more i start to realise it might not have even been my fault, obviously i can't mention this to them because it would look like i'm not picking up my responsibility and am looking for excuses.
i guess some things you'll never know for sure and just have to accept it and never know what was the cause.

supposed to go to antwerp tomorrow to get together and make some ridiculously loud music, i don't even feel like it, but i did just open a bottle of very nice merlot maybe that will change the mood a bit. i work on friday, fingers crossed, i even hope to get some clarity on what happened but doubt i will get any and just have to go through the whole day with evil eyes on me.
my friend made a doom/noise compilation that should be ready on friday so i have that to look forward to when i need to clear my mind friday evening. i made a track for it too (mcs) and am really looking forward to other contributions !!

gvfggrebrb

sometimes i really wonder what the fuck i'm doing or doing the right thing if there's even such a thing. i'm not talking about personal or professional stuff, but about my hobby.
i love making music, i love playing in bands and the interaction and energy, but i also love being alone to make music..just that i'm not sure what i'm doing right now is right...when i'm just having fun and just make goofy loud sounds i so love doing it...like ...very selfish. but then when i realise someone else hears it, wether they say it sucks or doesn't i can't help but feel awkward. it's almost like a guilty pleasure you don't want anyone to know but at the same time you think it's cool and you want people to know...really torn. it's like having a crush on someone but you know it's gonna make you vulnerable when you tell them so you keep it to yourself..but then in some moment of randomness (or drunknenness lol) you let them know and the next day you're like 'wtf did i do...fuuuck i feel awkward, what are they gonna think of me' and all these thoughts are racing through your head.

..i guess it's an ego thing, ego sucks.

sleater kinney

were so awesome



i think this is the album that means to most to me, not the best maybe, but the songs have all these twists that make it so complex and the melodies that only kick in midway a song, it's amazing.

i miss coronado

dream guitar


bognor walks


already a month ago, eventho i love my friends at home it sort of sucks i can never hang out with overzeas friends

snes

and it's fucking pristine ! so fucking clean, like new ! happy.

worf is cool
you're not

our music is death !

i went for a walk after an early rehearsal today and it seemed like i kept walking past roadkill ?
so weird. is it wrong to take pictures of dead animals ?

older 'podcast'

someone wanted to hear previous podcasts so this is one from december 2008.
the last one was pretty genre specific and this one's got more variation. i was able to find the link on megaupload because i think i deleted this file !! i'm so stupid

SPATHICast december 08
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=94CAQ2CX"

tracklist :

1. KIT - Flat earth - Broken voyage
2. Thee ohsees - Poison finger - The Master's Bedroom Is Worth Spending A Night In
3. PRE - Swollen - Treasure trails
4. Mayyors - Airplanes - Megan's LOLZ&Mayyors split 7"
5. Coachwhips - UFO please take her home - Get your body next to mine
6. Death sentence: Panda - A time to bear arms - Puppy kitty or both
7. Ty Segall - The drag - self titled
8. Bunny fuzzy - Mickey Most - My summer love
9. VIKI - Perfect strangers - VIKKI/ RIKKI Perfect strangers 7"
10. Aids Wolf - Panties Minds - Live Deth
11. Videohippos - Rider - Unbeast the leash


enjoy.

maybe i can still find the other ones.

Spathicast july

Posted: Wed Jul 15, 2009 4:34 pm Post subject: Spathicast, 50% more dirt

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there's no talk inbetween songs but i guess the tracklist helps.

SPATHICast july.
http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?0yymzwijdkb download it ! (it's about 40mb i think ?)

Tracklist:

1.The Dick Spikie - Timebomb - The beginning of the end
2.The Dick Spikie - There know child but no it ! - The beginning of the end
3.Ziga - I love me - Self titled 7" flexi
4.Dead ups - Knock your head against the wall - No rules EP
5.Junk Shizo - Torture - Pity to the ignorant EP
6.Junk shizo - Prisoner - Pity to the ignorant EP
7.CFDL - 45 revolution - Meaningful consolidation 2x7"
8.Anti-septic - War game - First last
9.Aparat - Pelastusa - Effigy &Aparat split 7"
10.Brain Death -Narcissust - Personal affair
11.Effigy -Mortal war - Effigy&Aparat 2x7"
12.Unholy grave - Mental disease - Crucified
13.Defiance - Intro-Future is darkness - Meaningful consolidation 2x7"
14.Zoe - From hell - From hell 7"
15.Zoe - Destroyer - From hell 7"
16.D.O.N.D.O.N. - Essentional qualities - Commercialism 7"
17.The Unseen - Goodbye America - Complete singles collection 94-2000

not like bambi

this weekend i saw a movie called crossing

it was so heavy

it's about a north korean guy trying to get medicine for his wife, trying to get to china, while he is on his way his wife dies so his son comes after him.
when the guy arrives in china he ends up being sent to south korea while he just wants to go back with the medicine for his wife (he doesn't know she already died), people think he jsut wants to escape to south korea but he doesn't,he just wants to go back to his wife and son... such a sad movie. the ending was especially rough. i thought maybe there would be a positive spark at the very end but it was just another smack in the face. makes you realise how harsh reality is, movies that don't try to be all pretty but a portrait of reality.
reality in north korea is just fucked.. people get treated worse than animals, nobody cares.

made me realise how lucky people living in 'free' countries are, we pretty much have everything we need but still get depressed... so selfish.

love black cats

saw this one in front of a house somewhere, it was posing



this is kuno, she's gotten fat ! i call her kuno as in kuro(i) = black neko = cat and it's also the familyname of a character in a movie, she plays piano.

cffzefz

you know when bands get to go into some exotic studio somewhere and they're in there acting like complete dicks because of it ? lol yeah that


lately when a someone i know's band is playing somewhere i tend not to go, gigs in general scare me off lately, unless it's a band i've known and loved for some time and really respect. but sometimes i think it's the wrong bands and wrong people getting the too much tools to record and tour.. i'd like to see some uncool bands get more help instead of the ones whose dads or brothers etc own recordlabels or studios.

i want to make a new podcast..but my taste in music is so scattered all over the place and i don't want it to be a mishmash so i need to settle on some kind of thing that binds the bands i pick..but there isn't ! i'm just too stupid to find =/

corn soup

i made corn soup this morning, i used to order it all the time at chinese restaurants, this one restaurant the soup was to die for but they closed down a year ago..so sad.

it's a bunch of goo on your spoon :D

fuck myspace

myspace won't let you delete your account it wants to keep spamming you with idiot friend requests and other opportunist fucks no way escaping it..oh well... i tried, thanks alot myspacefucks, you'll get what you deserve

down

haven't played guitar in over a month i think, all this crap i have go through to be turned down for yet another job just keeps me from doing what i love doing and what i'm really good at (i guess?). makes me feel really down. i get home from some stupid course i have to take with a bunch of retards because i'm unemployed and as soon as i get home i put on some gg allin or dick spikie or whatever and try top forget about all this stupid stuff. retards and immigrants run off with jobs so really..whatever, it's not like i care anymore..which is a bit scary. i' not passionate about anything anymore these days, sometimes i just go to sleep at 9pm because it takes me away, sometimes i go out all night and get wasted and hope to not have to deal with all this crap anymore the next day.


i was told by our em.."bass player" he found a drummer for HVM but those people just don't communicate so whatever, i don't care much anymore, bands stab you in the back at some point anyway, it's been the case with all the bands i've been in so far.
i play drums in an improv thing in antwerp with some pals, that makes me happy and relieves me, i put a mic through a bunch of effects and make random noises, that makes me happy. i have a partner who is the coolest person in the world, that makes me happy. all the other crap sometimes gets the upperhand.

yes

check it


different crap going on this week but whatever, i got a haircut it'd been like..four years...and also...HVM may have found a drummer (again..yeah). so we're back at it..or atleast we're gonna be, i've been writing songs like a lunatic.


there's a 'new' song on our myspace player

www.myspace.com/heavium

sqcdz

people are self absorbed annoying retards : check

i wanna be like that : in progress

MCS

i put a new song on the player

www.myspace.com/lemiacis

new pedal

i got a pedal in the mail the otherday. gift from my bro mike at shortscale (shortscale.org)

he builds these things himself, this one's called a saltbooster... it boosts my behringer bass synth pedal so it tracks better when you use it with a microphone for vocals. so awesome. now i can play synth with my voice !

here's a few demos i did as soon as it arrived, i wanted to hear what it does for guitar too. just like tgd this is gonna be a tool i just can't do without anymore.

stupid

do you want my ibook ?


feeling so down today, i wanna do something fun to forget crap
on top of that someone broke one of my guitarstands, i'm poor don't break my stuff when i let you use it !!

i got a bunch of guinness and kiku masamune so broke not sure if i can find anyone who wants to join in it's stupid thursday but i don't care .. stupid shit !

on the street a fucked up woman with more hair on her chin than on her head asked me if i got a euro.. fuck off i don't have fucking money !


thankfully friday is getting closer, sushi in antwerp then strolling around in the city.

yuuuum

my friend gave me this today, i like mentos <3

behringer PS600 pitch shifter and ultra trem

more behringer.
also using a fulltone ultimate octave fuzz and behringer DD400 delay.

behringer BSY600 bass synth

i got this from a friend, it's a fun pedal.

tracks best on bass but works fine on guitar too, only a bit more glitchy when you go into the highs on a guitar.

guitar through bsy


vocals into bsy, but it needs a boost (i used an mxr blue box) to track your voice because the signal isn't as strong as from an instrument



if you like experimenting and making glitchy sounds then this is a really nice effect don't think you can find better for that price.

frgreg

i always fail at actually bothering to add stuff to this, just don't get to it somehow ?
today i was thinking it might be a good tool to force myself to actually do what i say i wanna do when it comes to.. i guess getting to recording some stuff i wanna record.
it's like it's always being sabotaged by laptops crapping out, headphones breaking, interfaces breaking, mics breaking, me being lazy and running out of time or getting frustrated with stuff not working.
also there's not that much going on to write 'articles' about not much stuff going on so a blog is sort of redundant to me. i start up a forum that goes to shit, i start up a band that loses the drummer and hasn't been able to find a suitable drummer for four years, and the two other bands manage to keep me from going nutters. only they're not really bands but three people gathering occasionnally to be retardedly loud so i can get away from guitars and microphones and hit drums and one people twisting knobs and moaning into a microphone.
if there is someone other than me reading this blog which i don't really expect for any reason then hey, maybe i'll be able to use this blog as a reminder to get my shit in one sock.

there's been a few times i wanted to post about something but by the time i got to it i figured it'd seem self absorbed and also a waste of time to write about stuff that happens to you. so it might just stay with this one post for yet another year.


oh, i might get things started by linking to some demos i made in the past if anyone drops by here and wants to know. or for myself. =P